Been along time

I am not going to say I am back because who knows if I will remember to blog. So much has changed since the last time I have blogged but I dont think anyone will have the time to read my book. So I will spare you the details, but if you know me you know what has been going on.
At least I can say I am single for the first time in oh 6 years. I am still struggaling with this last break up but it has only been 6 days, but I should have known it would happen. I love him so much, but for some reason god has a different plan for me and he knows best. But I am trying not to think about him so i wont write about him!

The girls and I are doing okay considering the situation. I am looking for a job but this close to christmas I dont think I will have much luck. I am so not in the christmas mood at all. There are a couple reasons, one being the situation that I just got out of and my ex gets the girls christmas eve and christmas morning. I am sad about that. I get them back for christmas day and then have to give them back on the 26 and he keeps them till January 4th. I will be lost without my babies.

There are a few good things about a breakup , you lose weight really fast I am down to 143, my goal weight was 145 so yay! I weighed in at 156 2 weeks ago, so not to shabby. I start wanting to beautify myself. I can start hanging out with my friends again, its not like JA wouldn't let me, "we" just didnt have the money to do anything.(cough, whatever, cough)

Welcome Back, Slacker!

I am starting to feel like ever other blog is me talking about being a slacker and promising to blog more! So not to much is happening a round here, I think I am dying , well I am not, I just feel that way. I am 26 and sometimes feel like I am 66. I guess a trip to the doctor would cure any thought of dying, but I hate the doctor and the expense that comes with it.
The kids are pretty good. Tinslee is getting more rotten everyday, I promise you she has such a hard head. I could put her in time out 50 times and she would do the same thing again.
Tessa is still Ms Sassy. She loves her lipstck, my Mom and Dad call her Sandy because my aunt Sandy used to pile on the lipstick and Tessa does the same! Hopefully I can find a pick so you can compare the 2. FUNNY!

Happy Easter!

We stayed in Tennessee this year, we normally go tot Ohio but with the cost of gas it just wasnt possible. The girls and I went to Moms house on Friday since Lori and Mike were comming from Ohio. We went out to eat with them on Friday and then saturday we hit up 2 egg hunts! Tinslee and Tessa got tons of candy! They both loved "hunting" for the eggs. (" eggs were just thrown on the ground")
Saturday we had an adult egg hunt, when my family gets together we always make our own games. We might market the Adult Egg Hunt! Anyways lets just say we drank, cops came, mike broke a rib, and we swore off drinking until the next holiday.
Well here are a few pics from easter!

Im Back!

Hold your applause please! I keep saying I am going to keep up with this thing and well I feel like I never have anytime. Here I am again, promising, to blog everyday. I know that won't happen but I can at least try. What has been going on..............
Tessa just turned 4, we had her party this past Saturday and it was very eventful. 15 minutes before her guest were to arrive, she and my nephew were dancing around and Tessa being her clumsy self, tripped over her own feet and hit the coffee table. I saw the whole thing, I run to her making sure no blood was to ruin her new Hannah Montana shirt, god forbid blood got on that. It was a very deep cut, just a couple centimeters over and it would have been her temple. YIKES! So Todd and My Mom took her to the ER and I stay to entertain guests while hoping for her fast return. All her friends were great and stuck around for her to come back. Luckily, Todd hurried the ER staff , rushing them and haunting them to hurry. GO DAD!
She had to get the yucky glue put in because stitches would have left a bigger scar. She was fine and has not acted hurt at all! Hopefully her first day of being 4 is no reality of what the rest of her year will be like.

Now on to my other girlie, Tinslee. She is the funniest little stinker around! Always making people laugh. She is approaching 17 months and is nothing like her sister. She doesnt say a whole lot Meme(which is mommy), Mommee(which is Mommy) Dadeeee, sissy, baba, pease, gg, babeee, that about sums it up. She signs a little, which helps alot, she knows please, eat, more, drink, thank you. She will talk in time.
I swear she should have been a boy, always into something. She will be my little tomboy just wait and see.
Well I am super tired and know I should post more but alas maybe tommorrow, maybe not!

The world of Blogging

I have really started to become obsessed with reading others blogs. I am really interested in the ones I have found that have pictures of decorating! Maybe I will somehow figure out how to add people to mt blog thing? Any help would be appreciated!

So my Mom call sme today to tell me the online application she put in for Family Fued got accepted and we are trying out on Jul 29th, talk about nervous.......

The new catalog for UppercaseLiving comes out today, come on 11pm so I can view it online. My neighbor text messaged me to tell me it is amazing, Thanks Beth, rub it in! LOL There is a conference going on right now but I couldn't make it. Oh well maybe next time.

Not much else going on in my little life, my back hurts really bad Todd thinks it is a kidney infection and I need to drink water. I HATE WATER, but sucked it up and got some flavored stuff.

Oh I made a new display item for Upliv check it out......

My sweet baby girls

Well this is Baby T . She is almost 9 months old. She is such a happy baby. She is rarely not smiling. I can't believe my baby is getting so big, she is a crawling fool, she wants down everywhere we go. She has started pointing at things she wants. Still hasn't learned to say MAMA yet, Oh well she will!

This is Big T. My little drama queen. She is beautiful and knows it! I don't know what I am going to do when she is a teen, she already has a mouth on her, Ms Tude! I believe I will have to buy a gun to keep the boys away! Boys would have been easier but girls are so much sweeter!

Im back

I started a blog awhile ago and never kept it up. I am going to try very hard to keep up this time. So it is the fourth of July and I am sitting at home, Big T is at my moms and Baby T is in the bedroom with her daddy, crying as I type. I have been feeling really overwhelmed here lately, anxious I guess. Anxious from what...... Life I guess. Every little thing money, my "job", My SO. I am in a funk, my house is a mess, not nasty but in dire need of some organization. I said when we first moved in I was going to keep it clean and organized that lasted about 3-4 months. I don't know what happened!
So I have something that is bugging the crap out of me and I just don't think my SO gets it. I know he works, and he works alot, I am thankful for that. But I feel as if I get no help around the house, I have to push the girls to him or he will just sit in his freakin BLUE recliner and zone us out. God forbid he picks up after himself, shuts a cabinet, puts his clothes in the laundry.. I mean come on I know I am a stay at home mom , but I shouldnt have to do it all. Maybe I am wrong and just being ungreatful. So tose that saty at home does your SO help around the house when he is off?
So lets change move on to another topic. My girls Big T and Baby T. Big T is 3 and Baby T is 8 months. I love them 2 death. Big T is starting to get Sassy. Everywhere we go someone says how beatiful she is, I love that people think that but she knows it and that is bad. She has been walking around like she is the only thing in this world. I mean she isnt that bad but you get the point. She loves her Sister, before Baby T was crawling around Big T didnt want anything to do with her. Now that is all she talks about, Can Baby sister go here and do this. I am glad they get along so far for the most part. I hated that me and my sister werent close at all, we still fight like cats and dogs.
Well I guess if you go this far I am a little interesting. Peace out fo now!